Japanese dramas :D

I finished watching 2 japanese dramas for the past week. haha.
not studying. bad miwa! :P




well, the 1st one is called "yamada taro monogatari" or "the story of yamada taro"
it's about this one boy called taro who seems to be the school's prince coz he is brilliant, so nice and seems so rich. but the truth is, he's actually very2 poor, i mean rily2 SO POOR. haha. it's hillarious when this one girl likes him so much but when she discover the truth, she's very dissapointed with taro. he crush her prince image. NO!! haha. taro actually live in an old wooden house made from plywood and zinc i think. lol. he lives with his mother and 6 other little brothers and sisters in that small house. because he's poor he seems to do odd jobs everytime after school to support his big family.
:D go and see this story. he's funny. haha.



the 2nd one is about a medical intern. the story called "kirakira kenshui". i think it means "sparkling intern" or something like that la. this story is quite nice. i like the approach that she works in different department in the hospital to gather experience. the doctor is called oda usako sensei and she's rily a clumsy sort type of person.she's even late for the 1st day of her intern. rushy rushy. that makes this story funny. haha. well, she learned a lot about the meaning of life there. :)




oh yeah, there's another story that i watched not long ago. bout a month ago kot.
it's nice too :p well just bcoz the main guy in that story is someone that i like. bwahaha. he's sooooo adorably cute! XD and he looks a lot like my syg too. lol. thats why :p haha
it's called "mei-chan no shitsuji". it's about a girl with her butler. she's actually a commoner but after the death of her parents, she discovered that she's actually a granddaughter of a very wealthy guy. her father is supposed to be the successor to her grandpa company but her father throw away the luxury life to be with her mother and open a small udon shop in a small city. then, after she discover that she had to be the next successor, she had to enter a school especially for young girls to be a proper 'lady'. In that school, all the girls have their own butler. the butlers are soooo handsome :p *dies* haha.



gtg finish watching one piece. love my luffy. lol. later! :p

Tercipta Untukku

i don't know why..
but everytime i heard this song..
it's just so easy for me to cry..
too easy for my tears to fall on my cheek..
maybe this song remind me of someone..
or maybei find this song is just too sweet..
or maybe my heart is just that sensitive..
haha.
i don't know..
not sure what i'm thinking when i heard the lyrics..
expecially at this line..


saat kau peluk mesra tubuhku..
banyak kata,
yg xmampu ku ungkapkan,
kepada dirimu..

aku ingin engkau selalu,
hadir dan temani aku,
di setiap langkah,
yg meyakiniku,
kau tercipta untukku,
sepanjang hidupku..
meski waktu xkan mampu,
memanggil seluruh ragaku,
ku ingin kau tahu,
ku slalu milikmu,
yg mencintaimu,
sepanjang hidupku..

aww.. thats soooo SWEEEEETTTT

:(
the way he sing it makes me feel so sad..
like there's a burden in his voice.
eee.. or am i being too sensitive huh?
anyway, this is the song that i will listen to whenever i feel like i want or need to cry. lol.
they work. :p

p/s : kire2 ari nk balik umah

self discovery

1. Do you love someone?
## i do

2. Do you believe in love at first
sight?
## maybe? =p haha.

3. Do you believe in Love?
## of coz

RED IS ANGER

1. Are you currently mad at someone?
## nope

2. Which of your family members has the
worst temper?
## my lil sis? haha.

3. Have you ever thrown something at
anyone?
## lol.yea XD

4. Is anyone mad at you?
## as far as i know, NO :o

5. Are you usually mad?
## naaahh

6. When you're mad do you prefer to
stare angrily or yell?
## YELL for sure! :D

YELLOW IS SELF DISCOVERY

1. Name:
## miwa

2. Birthday:
## 19/sept/89 haha

3. What's your main goal in life?
## achieve what u have been aiming for.

4. Do you want to have children?
## yup yup! XD

5. When do you want to die?
## =.=" errr...

ORANGE IS EXCITEMENT

1. Has anyone ever thrown a surprise
party for you?
## omg. yea. i heart u guys! XD

2. If you won a million dollars, what
would be your first thought?
## shopping like crazy!

4. If you could have anything right now
what would it be?
## broadband T_T haha. i needddd one badly.

GREEN IS OPINIONS

1. Are you against gay marriage?
## marriage? eyuu.

2. Lower the drinking age?
## DONT!

3. Abortion?
## zzzz

4. Jesus?
## .....

PURPLE IS Q&A

Q: how many beds did you lay in today?
## just 1 =p

Q: What color shirt are you wearing?
## green frog

Q: Name one thing that you do everyday?
## texting him <3 lol

Q: How much cash do you have on you
right now?
## around rm150 =p

Q: Is Tom on your friends list:
## tom who? lol.

Q: Look to your left.
## window o.o

Q: What website(s) do you visit the
most during the day?
## www.facebook.com hahaha

Q: Do you have plants in your room?
## nope

Q: Does anything hurt on your body
right now?
## my mind T_T

Q: Do you own a picture phone?
## yah?

Q: Recent time you were really upset?
## last night

1. Last Movie watched in cinema:
## harry potter. lol. ages ago.

2. Song you listened to?:
## is it you by cassie

3. Person you talked on the phone with:
## kacu

GRAY IS TODAY

1. What are you doing tonight?:
## sleeping XD

2. What are you going to eat?:
## fish and chips =( i wantttt

BROWN IS FOR TOMORROW

1. Is:
## what?

2. Are you Looking forward to it?
## huh?

3. Are you going to laugh?:
## =.="

Odd rambling

Isnt it weird how whenever u think one way about something..
everyone else thinks something completely different.
like u could go ur whole life thinking about u know one thing is right,
the way u think of it & in reality, it really is completely wrong.
and more than half of the people u know think ur a complete idiot for thinking that way.
haha.
and then how there is a situation and u feel a certain way about it
and then some people come and tell u that they think u feel completely different than u do.
dont u think u would know how u really feel?!
weird.
and then u feel like crap knowing that they thought that was the way u felt.
its hard to explain.

Do u experienced this same kind of thing?
I DO!

p/s : feeling a lil bit out of head

Everything can't be perfect

Sometimes you just have to realize that you can't have it all.
and you can't fix what you've done before.
All you need to do is to move on and try to be happy even if it's the hardest thing you'll ever do.



i just miss him. bold that.
lately, we quarrel a lot.. and a lot of it is about dumb stuff *sigh*
i just wish he pays more attention on me..
it's just that i felt abandoned when he forgot about me and do his stuffs.
i felt that i'm not needed around him when i know thats not true..
he's weird. 1 minute, he hangs around me and treat me like i'm the queen of his world and the next minute he's mia (missing in action) gone doing his stuffs without telling me anything.
it's frustrating to wait ok baby?
if u wanna do ur things, just let me know. a simple msg would do..
i need u to know that.
i love u more than anything or anyone in this world and its unbearable when we quarrel just coz of this dumb stuff.
<3

p/s : craving for pizza currently :(

Birthday :p

Miwa, birthday date : 19
--------------------------------------------
Your Life

You are great in managing everything in your life and this is how you gain respect from others. Because of this quality, you sometimes feel that you are better than the rest. Extreme confidence might lead you to the wrong path. You are a free bird and want to lead your own life.

Your Love

You love life is rather different from others`. When you are in love, nothing can stop you. You may often fight with your partner but, soon after that, you will make up in a way that surprises others.

A birthday on the 19th of any month gives greater will power and self-confidence, and very often a rather original approach; but with this, a somewhat self-centered approach to life that may be in conflict with some of the other influences in your life. This 1 energy may diminish your ability and desire to handle details, preferring instead to paint with a broad brush. You are sensitive, but your feeling stay somewhat repressed. You have a compelling manner that can be dominating in many situations. You do not tend to follow convention or take advice very well. Consequently, you tend to learn through experience; sometimes hard experiences. The 19/1 is a loner number and you may experience feelings of being alone even if you are married. You may take on a tendency to be nervous and anger more easily.



Evy, birthday date : 16
--------------------------------------------
Your Life

You always follow the good and the right instead of listening to your heart. Another word, you are a perfectionist. You care for every word people say about you. You often seen isolated while you are, by nature, curious and a dreamer who is ready to get over the edge to make your dream comes true.

Your Love

You often fall in love with a person who is much different from you, in age and other aspects. Your relationship grows on friendship. Love at fist sight is not your style.

Your birth on the 16th day of the month gives a sense of loneliness and generally the desire to work alone. You are relatively inflexible, and insist on your being independent. You need a good deal of time to rest and to meditate. You are introspective and a little stubborn. Because of this, it may not be easy for you to maintain permanent relationships, but you probably will as you are very much into home and family. This birth day inclines to interests in the technical, the scientific, and to the religious explorations. You may be emotional, but have a hard time expressing these emotions. Because of this, there may be some difficulty in giving or receiving affection.

lol!
been bored
haha

p/s : mad at him! :( hmp!

Never been.. this close

i've been thinking a lot since i read these statement somewhere before.
i can't remember where is it. haha. sorry for my short-term memory. :p


At the end of the day when it comes down to it,
all we really want is to be close to somebody.

So this thing where we all keep our distance and pretend not to care about each other?
it's usually just a load of bull.

So we pick and chose who we want to remain close to
And once we've chosen those people,we tend to stay close by.

No matter how much we hurt them.
The people that are still with you at the end of the day,
those are the ones worth keeping.

And sure, sometimes close, can be too close.
But sometimes that invasion of personal space,
it can be exactly what you need..


yeah i kinda agree with the writer.
sure, i want to be close to somebody.
where i can trust him and share secrets with,
where i can lean to when hard times come,
where i can share my happiness with,
where i can joke around and open up to him to my heart content,
someone who i treasure with all my heart..
and no matter how hurt u r with him, u just can't stop loving him
and no matter how much he hurts by u, he will always stay close by.
thats the kind of love that i wish for <3


i can't understand why some people,
they love each other so much but they deny about it.
whats up with them?
u'll just end up making both of ur heart hurt.
yeah, it's bull to keep pretending not to care when actually u feel like he's/she's ur world.
pfft. grow up and stop being so childish and play pretend with each other.

A Retarded Psycho

oh, i'm so damn pissed right now.
whats up with that guy? is he retarded or something?
oww, wait a minute, maybe he just knock his head on something not long ago. huh!
the story started when there's this unknown no keep on disturbing me.

1st.. it's a celcom no. fine. ignored.
2nd.. after a few days, it change into a maxis no. playing games huh?
3rd.. celcom no again. ignored ignored. but my patience is running out already.
4th.. it's a digi no. heh. this was when i blow up.

you know how annoying it is to get up at 3 am, i repeat shitty 3 am just because a shitty no is calling and i doesnt even know who the hell is him. whats his problem? disturbing my beauty sleep with CALLS. eh, correction, MISSED CALLS. WTH?! i need my beauty sleep, geh.. i dun want to have headache in the morning or get wrinkles sooner than expected :( WTH is wrong with this guy?

Okay, now this had last for almost 2 weeks now and i am MAD like hell.
i try asking him, "who the hell are you and why r u disturbing my life?"
know what he answers? "just felt like it. i love disturbing u baby."
WTF? baby? gross. yucks.
FYI mr mystery, i'm taken okeh. so stop calling me with gross nick like baby or honey.
i dun want to hear that from you, thank you. ewww.

Then, the missed calls won't go away, every morning, evening and nights especially at 3am. *yawn* =.="
are you like some kind of ghost huh? Okee, when i pick up his calls, he won't say a word. not even a hello.
ceh, it's like he wants to hide his identity from me, as in i f i heard his voice, i will know who he is. *thinks*
hmm, ok mr loser, if thats the way you want to play with me. go on.
i can just ignore u and put my phone on silent. u will give up sooner or later :)

but, just wanna state here, if u want to flirt with me..
hey, have some ball. do you think that missed calls impressed me huh?
not in a million years. it shows that have no gut to face with me. heh, big LOSER.
DUMB.
DUMMYFACE.
U R SUX.
YEAH.
i bet u don't have ball. nah, don't show them to me. i know they're not there. haha.


nah, i'm not always the sweet girly girl.
i can be mean if i want to.
Later.
xoxo.

p/s : tension exam

Surviving Exam Week :(

Another word that i hate
EXAM
aaahhhh!
a little tension la.
i hate studying
*yawn yawn yawn*

furthermore.. it keeps raining here..
cold = blanket = sleep = failed studying
thats the full equation, tq very much. i know i sux in math.
cannot tahan la. :D haha.

*looks out of the window*
rain rain go away,
come again another day,
lil miwa wants to play.

eh? shouldnt it be studying? lol. not play. :p

Hmm.. 1 paper down. 5 papers more to go.
Fighto fighto ganbatte oh miwa-chan!

Papers, await me in our next battle~
BABOOOM. ZZZZZ. GRRRR. RAWWWRR. NENONENO.

haisy. go back to studying la.
eh, need to pee pee before that. lol. so cold.
later bloggie.
byeeee :(
*hugs laptop*

p/s : health communication paper, next. *yawn*

Clinical exam!

Phew
I PASS MY CLINICAL EXAM
*ok, i want to make that bigger*
* i want to tell the whole world*
lol

yay for me!
i nearly out of breath when i search for my matric number on the paper stuck on the board at my faculty.
OMG OMG oh my geeeeee~
none.
my number is not in the list.
i'm saaffffeeeeee
no need to repeat the clinic exam again!
haha
<3 my examiner on the day of exam. lol. thx bro. muzi
(confusing, rumours said.. this one lecturer likes to fail the students o.o" not sure it's true or not but he's been in a good mood on the day of exam, so i guess that effect it more or less right?)


well, out of 18 of us, 9 of us had to repeat the exam. HALF!
poor them :(


but i'm sooooo relieved that i pass. haha.
never expected that anyway coz i think i've done quite badly in this clinical exam.
forgot how to measure the PD (length between eyes) for specs. *too nervous* :(

anyway, called mama and told her the good news as soon as i can. yay, can be back home on 18th.
if not.. gosh, dunno what will happened. the expected date for the re-exam is on 23rd. 5 days after final exam. WTH?!
hmm.. for those repeaters.. i feel sorry for them, it's not like they can't do the exam at all, its just that their examiner is too strict with the procedure.

woowee woowee
see u later bloggie :)

P/s : 6 more paper to go. survive miwa!